Head-tilter

Unnecessary shiz

2011-02-14T05:32:00.000-08:00

Chibi chibi chibi

2010-11-26T03:58:00.000-08:00

I've been drawing a lot of chibis lately, it's just so destressing. :D This one's my favorite though. Will get started on artworks I owe some people then I'll get planning on Black Sheep.

Comic doodles

2010-11-19T02:00:00.000-08:00

Felt like drawing mafia Black Sheep. Listening to Big Bang Haru Haru while drawing this, :p

Doodling is keeping my sanity right now. X__x

Oh yeah, a fanart~ I have a new obsession with Franken Frank. Veronica is adorable and so badass in it. I recommend it heavily if you can stomach gore (people split into two, skin ripped from body etc.) but it's educational, in a biology sense cos it's a medical horror manga. And kinda cute too beyond all the blood.

2010-11-15T03:16:00.000-08:00

Listening to this while drawing these.

Headache

2010-11-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

Blarggghhhhguuhhhhfffzzzzz

Sleep

2010-10-30T06:24:00.000-07:00

I secretly ship SkyxNina. I find it kinda cute... though it's not canon in the story...

Hope

2010-10-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

By jonnygoodboy

I think I have a crush on someone, despite how cheesy this sounds like. I mean... studying with him and listening to his antics actually makes me happy. But alas, it might just be my admiration that I've mistaken as a crush. Hope this feeling will pass soon. :)

It scares me because I've seen how love changes people. I've seen how love broke even the strongest of people. Seen how selfish love is. Seen too much of love wasted that I sort of fear it. One of the reasons why I always curse my close ones. I'm too scared to be broken by love.

On another note, I've been experiencing a lot of stuff lately, more personal things that I'm afraid I could not cope with. It's scary how backstabbing and hypocrisy happens so easily but I accept it as staple of life. Hopefully this will pass, I hate seeing my loved ones hurting. I also came to accept that nobody is perfect and I could not satisfy anyone and drifting apart is a common thing. But it just might be me being bad at keeping relationships or I'm too young to understand all this. I'm just happy I have him to show me how to handle real world. But in due time, I guess...

And I realized in a matter of two paragraphs I have mentioned hope a lot. Hope. It's a beautiful illusion I hope to keep till the end and make it real.

Everything Changes

2010-10-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

All by the talented Nicca-11Y

I secretly love NickxEllis... Their bromance can really be taken into the wrong way by fangirls.X__x

Bring me patience

2010-10-18T02:41:00.000-07:00

Thank you for bringing patience in me
For bringing calm in times of chaos
For listening to my rants and my words
I know I dragged you with me into this grave we dug with our words
But I know you
And you know me
That we will never go down
These words I cannot tell you but
This promise I will make through my actions

And to you I apologise
I'm sorry I am at a distant
But the stress is creating this chasm between us
Hopefully in the end I can jump over it to you.

Black Book

2010-10-14T06:06:00.000-07:00

I bought a book. Really expensive but the paper and its texture is so worth it. *w* And... sketched a bit in it, not much artworks lately. Just busy here and there.

My ultra awesome black book

Sketch commission. Almost finished.

Bookmark my university gave me. Quite appropriate...

Glitch Mob Animus Vox

2010-09-26T04:09:00.000-07:00

Oh my god I can't describe how much I love this. The beauty of this song is indescribable. ;u; I'm absolutely consumed by it and the whole Drink the Sea album.

Title here

2010-09-25T19:54:00.000-07:00

Uninspired sketching orz. Was trying out different facial structures and buildings I guess. '__'

Bad Driver...?

2010-08-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

I just don't get it. I went out to dinner with my friends and lo and behold my car hit a curb. My car is low so I can hear the sideskirt screeched in pain against the cement curb.
It's weird, as if I just seemed to must have my car hit something every once in a while it's getting kind of insanely frustrating. I had to call a towtruck to get it out of the curb and that cost money... and I hate losing money what's with expensive food here and car petrol and whatnot. :/

Is it just luck I'm so bad at driving? Urgh... it's just so unnecessary, I'm already overwhelmed by assignments. I don't need more stress... ;________;

On the bright side, I'm getting long-distance punishment of being grounded, lol. I can't believe I'm still not too old for that but... I think my parents are fearing my car-wrecking-luck bode danger to me in the future. That's understandable though...

This is just plain frustrating.

Spazzing in short time

2010-08-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

Quick update, then I'm back to assignments and stuff, haha. Sorry for not commenting but I've been reading all your blogs. Wish I have more time to comment. ;ww;

Anyway, I heard Nelly on the radio and oh my God I was practically fangirling. The song 'Just a dream' sounds just like him, with his beat and his rap style, I missed him so much. ;www; I feel nostalgic now, haha. I think right now only him and Eminem that I still have interests in from all the rappers back in 2000s.

I know not everyone's into RnB or rap but I just LOVE the chorus of the song.

Uhhh

2010-08-06T17:37:00.000-07:00

Wow... Feels like everything I chuck out are sketches and crap. =_____+ Hahahaha, I feel so bad now cos nothing I draw are da-worthy and I'm supposed to finish commissions, lol. I can't even find the determination to go to da and comment. ;_______;

Haha have some cute~ >w<

Melt your poppsicle

2010-08-01T06:37:00.000-07:00


I blame Katy Perry

Ishmael and Dani, huhuhu. It's so hot and my friend keep getting excited over Katy Perry's muffin-bras thingy. I dunno, I didn't watch the music video, XD.

Anyway, personal rambling...
I'm now in degree and I haven't even started class but I am already freaking out and getting nervous. Week 1 is just starting and we're gonna have our first test this week. I kind of laughed at the absurdity of this fact because the lectures haven't even started yet, hahahahahahaha.

And... my friends and I gathered, got our heads together and talked. For us, we have two paths that we can go, either mechanical engineering or chemical engineering. Chemical engineering is considered easier compared to mechanical but mechanical is more fun and challenging. For me, I chose chemical engineering but you know what's funny? Chemistry has never been my thing but I seem to catch it faster than Physics. And the irony is that my Physics mark is always higher than Chemistry and I am truly baffled. I don't know, I feel like Physics is more rewarding for me because I really suffer and trudge my feet through Physics to answer one question and once I do, it's a victory. I literally will punch my fists in the air. That's how much I love Physics but I am afraid now. Should I take mechanical engineering?

I've never been one for cars or stuff like that but I love to tinker through engines and think how they work. Think how much force it requires to push a plane into air, how much friction it's gonna face, how much fuel is going to be burn to get that much thrust and I am absolutely fascinated by it. I have always dreamed of working with planes, or if God permits, rockets, anything aero-related. But why did I choose chemical engineering, am I looking down at myself? Am I intimidated by Physics? I think my fear of Physics that actually push my determination to conquer it... I can't exactly phrase how I feel about this matter.

It bothers me so much because as much of an idealist I would love to be, it's the reality and I have to consider the practicality of the scroll I'm going to get. If it's chemical, I'll be in oil and gas industry but if I'm in mechanical, I may have a chance to work with planes but in my country... I don't know if that chances is high. And I have to think of my parents when they are in their golden ages when I must take care of them and return my gratitude to them. I want to make them proud, and I want them to know that I can manage to take on the world and let their burden be mine. Besides that I have to think of the time and money spent because if I fail I will waste a lot of them. I swear I will not fail.

I even talked with my mom about it but she says do what makes me feel happy. What makes me feel happy is... something that I fear so I don't know. I'm still weighing in on it but I'll have to see later.

I am afraid. But I know there are people with worse dilemma than I have. Guess a personal problem is just a relativity.

Kujyo's Confession

2010-07-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

Wrote a confession from Kujyo's point of view. May contain... um disturbingness. If you love cats... please don't read it. I am a cat lover but just wanted to show Kakeru's evil personality through the eyes of young Kujyo.

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I clean. A lot.

It might be an obsession but I can’t help it. Every time I don’t clean my hands, reminds me of the sticky feeling I had as a kid. I hated it.

He made me do it so I did. It hurts… a lot but I think it hurt the cat more than me biting my lips.

The cat was still alive then but he said he would make it my first time. I killed ants before but it’s not the same when the cat was yowling so loud that I cried and yelled out to black out the cat’s sound.

The cat was still alive when I buried it but barely… After that didn’t feel a thing, just ate dinner. I didn’t even wash up so all I ate tasted like cat’s blood. Ahizuka didn’t dare to stop me, kept glancing at Kakeru-san in fear. Kaizou was in his room, scared of seeing Kakeru-san. And Kakeru-san didn’t even look at me, he just continued eating.

Then did I take shower. I washed and washed and washed. Washed till I bruised my hands.

I think I scared Ahizuka back then. I want to protect him but how could I when Kakeru-san calls him his cat? I’m afraid he’ll make me bury Ahizuka just like what I did to that cat…

But I guess there’s hope. One day Ahizuka… and I are gonna get out of here. Alive.

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LOVE THIS SO MUCH

2010-07-26T18:00:00.000-07:00

Jinglestan drew Sky and I'm absolutely in love with it~ >w<

Ishmael Junk

2010-07-26T06:34:00.000-07:00

Inspired to draw guro bl...? I guess. Nightmares make me wanna draw weird things, haha. Presenting Ishmael and El, two aliens who took over human bodies and discovered the joy of chainsaw. I don't even know. 8u

WARNING: BLOOD, CHAINSAW AND BODIES RIPPED APART. Look at your own risk.

Ishmael+Happy Face=Creepy

Most of them are doodles of Ishmael, guess megane mode on here. X] I know he looks like Sweden from APH, hsjkdhaskd, guess can't help it.

Summary of Ishmael and Dani:
Omnia and Hyroe were originally gelatinous-looking aliens hence they are difficult to kill and can intercept human bodies easily. They were sent on a mission to learn the biological construct of human bodies and send daily reports and samples back to home planet. Omnia took over Ishmael's body and Hyroe took Dani's body when they found them swimming in the lake.

With their new bodies, they discovered flesh can be cut and bleed and not regenerated like their alien bodies usually do. Nonetheless, they found a way around this and manage to attach limbs back using their jelly-like substance. So now they are the chainsaw boys that can never die.

The End. :D

lol, that was senseless. 'w'

One Call Away

2010-07-24T19:57:00.000-07:00

A wip comic that I might probably may finish.

Alice~~~ why so sad? ;__;

Undercover Martyn

2010-07-23T22:14:00.000-07:00

Super 2MP camera

2010-07-21T22:34:00.000-07:00

Sketch Dumpy

2010-07-20T09:13:00.000-07:00

A dump of sketches and WIP I never got to finish.
A bit of BL and a violent one at the end of the post.

Mr Rabbit ♥

I used to be proud of this but after several months and looking back at it... the proportions are horrible. X__x Kujyo and Kaizou huggling it up, lol.

Initial concept of Alice.

Steampunk buddies.

Kitty Sky, experimenting with new coloring technique last year but didn't finish it.


Super stabby man of doom. D: Mathias and Sky hate each other.

Headshots

2010-03-07T06:01:00.000-08:00